Do you have a burning desire?
Has a piece ever scared the crap out of you but you sooo wanted to study it? I remember when this happened to me. It was Linus and Lucy! The counting alone made me freeze from fear. I heard a young man play it when I was a teen. He was amazing!! I picked up the music a while later and it just sat on my shelf for more than a decade. Probably 2 or even 3. Every Christmas would come and I would just want to play it...but...it just sat there. Finally...the year arrived when it was time.
Counting and I have always had our challenges and the counting on this was just nuts. But away I went. 1 + 2+ 3+ 4+ and so slow you would never know what I was playing.
Somehow and one day it finally clicked. Phew!!
Just know that the first step is always the hardest. Once you take that....you're 90% there!